hell is what i get for the past two days.
i know alot of ppl are reading my blog, including classmates. but so what?

i dont actually look much forward to the chalet thing before we even went for it-not that i wana be a wet blanket or what, but right from the start, sarah is helping out with the food, cindy with tidbits, eliza, sihui, yvonne and me with the drinks and paper plates, bbq stuffs.

what abt the rest? any of the rest offer to help? and for your info, it's all we GIRLS that helped. ok fine, this point aside. once, everyone reached the chalet.. the guys set up the XBOX and started playing with some of the girls.. BUT did any of them ask whether any of the other girls want to watch tv or what?

fine. den we went out to buy more drinks and other stuffs and none of the boys offer to help us out.
so much so for the term "gentleman". when we came back, again.. no one offered to help us take the heavy things, 8kg of charcoal plus alot of bottles of drinks. all of them had their eyes glued to the game they're playing.

at night, we had dinner at white sands.. and we're suppose to eat tgt but we didnt.
the next day, bbq day.

it's not fun at all. it suck.
i dont feel like listing out everything but.. the last batch of ppl who bbqed alot, didnt bother to clean up at all and wasted alot of food.

the next morning, it's again the same group of us girls that did the cleaning with marcus's help.
the rest did nth and continue eating and chatting. ****, super piss off. it's damn bloody irritating when.. the whole class chalet thingie is suppose to be the last gathering we are having till who knows when.. and yet, the class spirit we built up in the past 2 years, are gone..

get angry with my post or what i dont give a damn at all.
this is just how i felt throughout the whole chalet thingie. even if you felt guilty after reading, or.. think that "elaine is being unreasonable".. so be it. i dont care at all can?

waste of effort, time&money.
the only few happy things throughout the chalet stay is..

the girls chats we had between ourselves, the late night cycling which is so damn fun, ivan coming to chat with us, on the phone chats and eliza&my private chats.

others, none. all i felt is anger and sad.
we took zero class photo at all, its like no one gave a damn and.. i also dont have the mood for class photo during the stay. it would all look so fake in the photo, what's the bloody point right?

arghhhhhhh. damn.
it's supposed to be a fun event but it turn out not. all the noises we heard, sadly to say... not shouts as a class, cheers as a class, laughters as a class.. but, individual groups.